After few months of dating my relationship has ended. I felt sad in the beginning, but it gets better now. I’ve just had to remember not to put mascara in the morning and to carry handkerchiefs at all times. And to cook a soup. It has the ability to warm you up, and you can actually pretend that it is a […]
The sun above the clouds

I have these days that everything is shit. From the minute you leave the house. You get wet on the way to work, then colleague attacked you even you have not got to your desk yet and have not taken off the jacket yet. When the meeting is not going the way you wanted. When […]
Trend of eating clean

We all want to be happy and healthy. Human beings are able to pay any money to live longer. We can hear and read about cancer being the leading cause of death worldwide. The number of new cancer cases will rise to 22 million within the next two decades. More statistics: https://www.cancer.gov/about-cancer/understanding/statistics Society is terrified […]
Silence is Golden

Imagine this incredible silence. All you can hear is your brief. In the distance the birds are singing and from time to time fly comes close to see who you are. It is a finally a place you can focus, can stay still. No interruptions. Only you and the nature. I love coming back to […]
National Weekend Trip to Manchester

Reading Choice I’m sitting at O’Brien’s, sipping gin and tonic and waiting for my friend. I had a pretty shitty day at work and all I want is to talk it through and get some cuddles. He doesn’t want me to stay over. I feel sad and disappointed. I feel insecure. To fight the feeling […]
Such a Perfect Day

The November temperatures are alternating with few sunny days. Girls would like to wear shades and short skirts and have tanned legs. Instead, they are wearing sausage dresses and paint their legs with an instant tan from a tube. I feel privileged to join them in order to relax and consume alcoholic beverages on Friday. Offer […]
Round courgette stuffed with minced beef and rice

What makes me happy is a good food. It’s not only the way how the meal looks like but also how it tastes. It’s an eye pleasing and satisfactory for the belly. It’s a courgette/zucchini season so I got the idea of making stuffed courgettes. Ingredients: – 4 rounded courgettes – 300g rice – 500g […]
Lesson from Frank

I’m watching “Californication” and it breaks my heart. Not because everybody is sleeping with everybody. Not because is showing how adults might be confused in their own adult, immature way. It breaks my heart because it pictures what we are longing the most. Miss it All Apparently, we are not longing binge drinking and sex. […]
Happy Birthday to Me!!!

Yesterday I turned 34. Years back I thought my life would look like differently. Meaning I’ll be a happily married woman, who has a loving husband, a bunch of kids, a house in suburbs and a career. Things turned out to be slightly different. But I stay tuned. There are few things that I’ve learnt. […]
Crazy on Hormonal Contaception

My BMI index has been borderline for the last couple of months. Every day, I’m carrying a bag full of food, snacks, salads and filtered water. Still, the amount of fat in my body is below the norm. Regularly, I’m getting comments how slim I’m, which start to irritate me. Patch And then it begins. […]